Sunday, December 11, 2011
What can I do get me out of this hell hole thanks?
I have a violent abusive father he has thrown me across the room before thrown me across the car before, hit me before, scared me so much I tried to sleep in the garage before, and tonight he tried to hit me and punched a hole through the door. I needed a shirt to wear tomorrow because I'm singing at a graduation and had just found out it was tomorrow. I had nothing that fit me to wear, because my mom decided to put me on Prozac because "I" can't control myself. She calls the doctor all the time and acts like I'm some sort of psycho when really I am just a little bit uptight because I grew up next to a loud abusive spontaneous caveman. Every time he yells at me, it is ALWAYS my fault. Imagine the toll this would take on a person's self esteem, or the reflection of their character. My parents always blame things on me and yes sometimes it is my fault but nine times out of ten it is because they make a mistake and can't admit it. My mom will not stop calling the doctor trying to put me on crazy pills I do not need. My dad made me cry on my sweet 16. I have cut myself before purely because of all the pain both of them have caused me. My mom always acts like I am the one who needs help when my dad does nothing but yell at me and half the time he doesn't even go to work ps he also likes to threaten me as does my mom I want out of here I hate them they are evil and horrible and they are the ones who need help not me who do I call that will actually believe me
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